I’m glad that the first blog post was published, even if there were some bitter comments about Agama Yoga ♥ ♫ ♪ ✿ ♡ღ ツ
So, I think I will need to explain some more about this whole AGAMA story…
To make myself clear and be more precise and give more details when I write I guess. I have to continue writing about it, since it apparently made some reactions in here.
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First of all, I’m glad that my blog had some reactions (even if not all of them were positive) Better this, than none. So I look on the bright side!
As long as my dear friends at Phanganist.com are satisfied with my writing, I’m also satisfied. (Editor: We are very happy! Thank you :))
It’s an open forum and people can write and react as much as they like. But you know what? THIS IS MY STORY!:) HA HA! If you don’t like it or don’t care, you are more than welcome to stop reading.
Secondly, I am fully aware of that this is a PARTY site.
I’m not THAT blonde, but the Magazine offers a view into a lot of other things from the island and Yoga being one of them!
Yoga IS one of the things you can find on the island – and in a lot of different places.
I haven’t been on any other Yoga places on the island actually, but I sure will try them ALL when I’ll be back. That is a must! And then I can write about them too.
When I say that Agama changed me, I refer to the sort of teachings they teach there.
Since I tried many different styles of Yoga before, Agamas teachings is the one that helped ME.
And by that I mean mentally.
My thinking changed with the teachings. It was a spiritual development and not just about the exercises itself.
And yes, it’s all thanks to Yoga and meditation.
I’m still a person who takes everything with a pinch of salt and I believe in a balance.
A balance in everything, and specially yourself.
As long as you are aware of what you are doing.
I am like any other human being, I’m just a normal young woman. I didn’t have any knowledge about the spiritual life before. I didn’t know anything about chakras, energies or stuff like that.
Maybe I had some knowledge deep within but I never knew about it?
I’ve always been wondering about the spiritual path. Things I can’t explain in words. Feelings, thoughts etc. I never knew what it meant, but here someone explained what it was all about.
My mother has always been telling me stuff about the spiritual life, but I never listened to her. In my younger days, this was just hocus pocus and gibberish.
I went to Agama in 2010 and had no idea that it was a Tantric school.
I didn’t even know what Tantra was. Everyone was talking about SEX, SEX, SEX and SEX.
I was like: WHAT? I’m here for the YOGA!
I was super focused on the Yoga part and sex was NOT in the picture for me since I just left a miserable on & off relationship with The Libra.
I don’t CARE about the drama that is going on inside & outside of the school.
It’s not my business and I can tell everyone that I have never been a part of it, and I don’t think I ever will be.
I find my own partners and I learn more about Tantra that way.
I HATE DRAMA and HATERS, so please leave me out of it!
What Swami Vivekananda (the founder of the school) and what the other teachers do in their bedroom, is up to them.
When I came back in January for my Teacher Training, I came back to the Tantric world again.
But this time I stayed for a while longer and had a glimpse of what it was all about.
Still nothing that I wanted to be a part of.
I STILL chose to do the TANTRA 1 course after I finished my Teacher Training.
I believe that this helped me in every aspect of a relationship, lover or friend.
I could separate love and sex. It may sound easy to do this, but it wasn’t for me. And I know it’s not for many women. (I don’t know about men) I felt more secure and I had more self respect for myself again and my love life.
Or to be more precise: I had CONTROL over it.
Tantra 2 is in January, and it’s going to be interesting to do the workshop.
Enough about this now.
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